Schizo LSD Fun




SCHIZO LSD FUN

I day dream as it were. This is all from when I was a little kid. When I was little their were only 2 people in the whole world I actually cared about. I always wanted them around. My grandpa from my mom, and my dad was the second. But not in that order. My parents devorsed when I was 4. I have a brother 13 months to the day younger. My brother and I lived good with our grandparents untill I was 8. Then we had to move in with our mom. Shes not a good mother to say the least. My brother and I had a really crappy life from then on. When I was 10 our dad died in a car wreck 3 days after my brothers birthday. We have another brother living somewhere with his horrible dad from our mom. My dad remarried soon after and gave us another brother and 2 sisters. They are all good people. A lot of doctors tell me this is why Im mess up. from my dad dying, and my less then happy upbringing.I am a musician. I play guitar and upright bass. Im very god and in fact think myself to one of the best.

 

Anyway I had a psychobilly band. Get that? schizo-psycho? Well, I did a lot of LSD. I mean I was droping 1 1/2, to 2 1/2 strips at a time. Yes strips. Thats 15 to 25 hits of acid at once. A lot of people think thats my prob. But I saw and heard things way before I ever tripped. I belive myself to be a grand master of LSD. If you know nothing about it, how it works and what it does, go find out now! In short it connects all the reseptors in your brain. Yes IT MAKES YOU SMARTER!!! By conecting everything it enlighens you.

 

I used to do a chinese meditaton called tai-chi. Its all about chi and and stuff. Look it up! With my studies of chi and LSD, I believe my self to be on another plane above evryone else. I can do things because on my use that other people will never be able to do. Using chi, I can make and physical thing I want in my hand and to me be 100% physical. Other people who I know can also do great things with their minds on LSD. If someone I know is tripping I can make them belive anything I want. I can even make people belive theyve forgotten how to read. I know a cop who once was doubting if he could read because he was drunk.

 

If you can physically make something like I can then I can change whatever youve made into whatever I want. I can melt it, just make it so hot you'll drop it, or that cold, that you'll start shivering. no matter what the real temp, and I can change it back and forth on you as I want. With LSD I can make new demintions. Ive stepped past real life. I can make a new world when ever I want. I think being schizo and a god from LSD use has been the greatest. I dont take meds or go to counsiling. When I was taking meds and talking to my doc, I was like a zombie and all my friends left me. I got real lonely. Everyone told me I looked like hell. Everyone was telling me a lot of stuff. You know what Ive found? Its all stuff bullstuff. How the hell can they claim to know whats going on in a crazys head when theyve never smoked a joint? Never played guitar high? Or god forbid trip and open their minds!

 

And I proved it. Heres how. I was taking all my meds. I mean to the T of when I was susposed to. I never missed one! I was trying to stop smoking pot but I love it soo much. The doc tell me to stop. But I never have. One day after my 3rd suicide atempt, I have lots of high power meds. I woke up and said F this, this isnt fun. I stoped taking my meds and started smoking more pot. No more meds, but I was still going to talk to the doc 1 times a week. After about 6 months of his b/s. He started to tell me I looked a lot better and that I was doing very well. All tanks to my meds and his help. Well about 4 months before was when I stoped the meds. As for his help, and ALL head doc. their full of crap. I never told them anything because the first time I talkd to someone and tryed to get help they locked me up. put me in a hospital/jail. And I never did anything wrong!

 

So like hell was I gonna tell them anything. BUt anyway. The day my doc said I was doing very well and was thinking about cutting back our meetings, I just told him outright what was up. That I stoped the meds months ago and that I never really told him anything only what he wanted to hear. Then as I had shut him down and made him feel stupid, I walkd out and never looked back. I disregaurded everything the docs told me and stopped taking my meds, and THEY said I was better! HAHAHAH!!! Docs are jokes! Now I live a lot easier. My friends are back, I hear the music again, and I see what I see.




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