James Caldwell's 2 year Diary of Getting Stabilized




JAMES CALDWELL'S STORY

March 23 05

12PM; I’m feeling great except for anxiety Today, I see Dr. Anders. He has been the best Dr. I’ve ever seen.

2PM; I saw Dr. Anders and he said to add 1mg Klonopin and reduce my Welbutrin by ½ so I’ll be only taking my morning dose of Welbutrin.

 

March 24 05

6PM; I’m feeling euphoric right now. I wonder if it’s due to the lack of anxiety. I seem to have a lot more energy today. I don’t feel detached or hallucinogenic. I just feel great.

 

March 25 05

4PM; No symptoms today!!! (so far)

 

March 26 05

5PM; I’m doing quite well today. No symptoms.

 

March 27 05

5:30PM; I don’t know how I’m going to deal with all my relatives coming over. I’m full of anticipatory anxiety. I hate holidays.

 

March 29 05

5PM; Today I’m tired for some reason. I don’t think I should stay up so late tonight. I mean, “Digital Fortress” is a good book, but I can not focus on only that.

 

March 30 05

5PM; Today is going great. I thought I’d be able to get water pressure Mom’s using the Pressur washer.

5PM; I got my shower and feel much less grimy. I am feeling good.

 

March 31 05

12PM; I’m edgy tired and cranky because I could not sleep all night. Maybe this afternoon I’ll get some sleep.




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