sCHIZoPHReNIa diARiES
TRUE STORIES BY REAL SCHIZOPHRENICS
James Caldwell's 2 year Diary of Getting Stabilized
JAMES CALDWELL'S STORY
July 22 04
8PM; I am having and had been having jerks in my arms and legs. Called Dr. Anders and he didn’t know what was causing it so he upped me 1 blue that is 4x a day Klonopin.
July 23 04
6PM; I am doing a lot better today. No hallucinations anxiety/panic attacks. I am feeling quite well.
July 24 04
5PM; Today is another good day. Since Dr. Anders raised Klonopin to 4mg a day.
July 26 04
11:30AM; Roger called last night and wanted to remain in Florida. This hurt me more than any wound I have ever had.
11:50PM; I still can’t believe Roger. You raise up your children the best you can. Sometimes you really fuck up somewhere, and you don’t even know what where it is.
July 27 04
1PM; I awaiting Dr. Charles phone call back Boy do I ever need to talk to him.
4PM; Dr. Charles said I’ll have to deal with a lot of paperwork.
July 28 04
4PM; I am still feeling as though I were in shock due to Roger choosing to live with Maria.
July 29 04
3PM; I am feeling better due to the fact that I am rested and clear of Mind.
7PM; I’m feeling confused about Roger’s leaving me. I’m a good father!
July 30 04
3PM; I have too much energy. It’s difficult to stop my hands and legs from moving. I sincerely hope that Dr. Anders takes me down off this Haldol soon.
July 31 04
1PM; Last night I took the extra Clonazepam and I had no problems with my hands, arms , feet , and legs. In fact I am having only mild symptoms today. I still want off the Haldol.
August 01 04
10PM; Today went quite quickly. Jim said he would have me work for him when I got back from NC.
August 08 04
7:30PM; My nerves and sinus infection caused me to throw up earlier. Now I feel better and am relaxed and tired.
VACATION AT OUTER BANKS
August 27 04
2PM; I’m feeling detached and a little trippy. It’s almost like using marijuana.
